grrrr

grrrr... i typed up my entire entry yestermaday, and then the power company to have an electricity glitch so my computer turned off and i lost everything. no autosave is crappy - yet another reason i like gmail.
i'll try to remember what i wrote before...

first i said "flirstly, i'd just like to say HAHAHAHAHAHHAAH!!! I KICKED YOUR ASSS!!!!!" .... yup! that sounds about right. so this stupid course that i'm taking, we FINALLY got our exams back!!! after FOUR weeks!!! it was ridiculous! you know how we were always shocked at how fast Chemistry got marked, even with all the non-MC questions, and the non-scantron MC questions, AND the 400+ students in the class??? well, this is the opposite of that. ... there are a total of 18 people who took the exam, and a total of SIX professors marking it!!! (each prof marks one page... that's a total of 18 pages for them to mark) ... fine, none of it is MC, but STILL!!! ... actually, it's just one prof who delayed it time and time again. and one prof actually lost one page (so we all got 10 outta 10 on her/his section. heheheee... YAY! cuz i know i definetely lost at least 1 mark there, but other than that, i did good on the section). ANYWAYS. this is also in contrast to Dr.gurd's biochem final - 200+ students, marked in FIVE hours!!! FIVE! and i think that includes entering it into his spreadsheet (he's always amazed by my typing skills, so i don't think he types very fast), and submitting it to rosi. (miranda waited outside his office waiting for her mark). ... anyways, so this crazy neurosci class is the one that i keep saying that i've never taken a neurosci class before this one, blah blah blah. and i told myself that i'd drop the course if i got below a 90% on this exam. ... and i did. but i don't think i'm gonna drop it. cuz dr.eubanks (he runs the course) said that this was the second hardest exam, and i'm only 1.1% off from 90%, so it's alllllllllll good! I think in undergrad, i would've been ecstatic with this mark... but i'm not so ecstatic about my physical mark... i'm ecstatic cuz i beat a certain person!! a certain VERY cocky, deceitful, righteous, stubborn, pompous, condescending, and nose-in-the-air person. HAHAHHAA!! I BEAT YOU! even tho you must've thought that you could kick my ass any day!!! ... so, stop fucking competing with me. i'm not competitive normally, but if u're gonna compete with me like this and provoke me like this, then i will rub it in ur face sooooooooooooooo hard when (if i apply) i get into a med school much better than urs (if you get in even!), and maybe with a scholarship or two, etc! and when indra gets into her most desired and competitive residency program and when CC gets into dentistry and makes a million dollars in her first year out, and when andrew becomes a cop, and when squeeky becomes a full-fledged nurse completely in charge of all in the hospitals!!! ARRRGH! *flexes muscles* cuz they're MY friends! and frankly, you have no friends! well, u have some loser friends, and some 'friends' that u like to call friends who aren't really ur friends. i'm such a bitch, but such is me.

anyways, what else did i before?? ... did i already write that i Miss you guys soooooooooooo much?!?!? Indra, CC... *sigh* ... I miss you studying with you!!!! You guys are smart... i don't hafta explain concepts to you over and over and over again! i don't have to make the mental connections FOR you cuz u've already made it! nor do i hafta come up with ALL of the mental connections!!! and you don't write down all of my "reason reason, therefore conclusion" points VERBATIM cuz you already have it down somewhere, or else you already know it in ur head, so u dun need to physically write it down!!! ... man, i miss studying with you guys!!! ... and i think this guy likes me, which makes it all the more annoying. if he was hot, then flirting COULD occur. but ugh.... ewwww... it's so nasty thinking about it. *shudder* x1000000!!! I told my mom some of the stuff he said and did and immediately, her conclusion was "he likes you".... 'cept i've said "my boyfriend this, my boyfriend that" soooooooooo many times, and i've even said "sunday is boyfriend day"! my mom said that doesn't matter. boyfriend isn't permanent. so i told her i'd tell him that andrew was my fiance - that isn't permanent either. husband? - not permanent either. so i said i'd tell him i was pregnant... and my mom shut up. heheheee... don't encourage it mommy! heheheee...

I finally found those stupid truffles at costco. we don't have a costco membership anymore. so, i find them now. great. there was a bunch of other stuff i wanted there too, but oh well. my dad has been trying all morning to find this one coupon for 50% off of membership renewal... no luck, it's in the landfill site or the recycling place now, whereever the recycling truck decided to dump it. ... the truffles were too sweet, so my mom said no... (it's for our grandpa) and she doesn't like the bitterness ... i LOVE the bitterness!!! mmm... dark chocolate... sooooooooooooo yummy....

johnny/tammy made apple crumadgeons!!! well, tammy fried it, johnny actually made it before. YUMMY! sooooooooooo yummy! the frying rocked!... and then we had chicken wings. and then played screw ur neighbour again (of course! what else would we do?!?!). oh, and andrew wouldn't lemme hold my record of 210. he got 217. ARRRGH!!! so anyhow, i have a bruise on my knee from the initial fall. and they all saw idiotman naked or smt, which i completely missed cuz my eye was hurting and i was dripping in eyedrops while looking at the ceiling without glasses - which means i could see absolutely nothing anyways. stupid eyes... stupid prescription! arrrgh! ... anyways ... ya, then they laughed about that for a very long time, while i went "huh??" ... but that's okay, tammy says i should consider myself lucky. so lucky me. but my knee is still bruised. *sniff*

Billy got a CAR!! more specifically, a custom-built MINI!!! niiiice! i, on the other hand, i have a corolla my dad bought. :P oh well. i'll get my mini someday! ... not when i'm his age, cuz i definetely won't be making as much as him, but SOMEDAY!!!

ben's dad is ditching him this xmas. that's great eh? ... well, at least that means he won't be getting him a harry potter cake as an xmas present even tho ben doesn't even like harry potter!!! ... i hope ben's going skiing this xmas so he won't be all lonely. otherwise, invite him for dinner. no presents this time. well, i got billy a present. but that's just cuz i'm so nice. i didn't get anyone else presents. in my life, xmas presents should be exchanged after boxing day - after the sales! cuz it's just not worth it otherwise, seriously. i mean, what does the 2 day difference make?? either buy it on xmas eve day when it's expensive, or two days later when it's hella cheap! ... just my two-cents.

i'm actually gonna start expts this week, after my exam. ... i'll hafta kill many rats... while Lee takes out their eyes *sniff* that's soooooooooo nasty. ... the rats i'll be killing tho are my poor weelittle rats that i've known since babies... tho i really can't tell them apart from each other, so there's no sentimental attachment to any of them other than a collective "i knew them as babies!" ...

Oh ya! and something else i wrote in that last entry that got killed - we went to look for seal oil, and we bought a whole load (chinese ppl believe in this stuff...)... but at this other store that sold stuff like this, the woman was STARING at me!!! ... finally, she asked "how old are you, 15? 16?" ... and i was like "huH??" ... so then my mom said "she's 22"... and i went "i'm twenty THREE!"... weird eh! and the laady was chinese too!! ... why does everyone think i look 16?!?!? ... no wonder i get carded all the time ('cept at LCBO). i guess it's good that i look young, but seriously, i don't wanna look like i'm under 18! if they said 18, 19, i'd be happier... 15,16... *sigh* ... oh well...

can't wait 'til billy comes and my aunt/uncle comes!! it'll be so much fuuuun!