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y do ppl like mowenwei?? ... she's so not pretty... juz cuz she's mixed? not all mixed ppl are pretty... a lot are, but some *cough* not so much. ... which brings me to leehom... poor guy... had his heart broken so many times by one girl... poor guy. circumstances just weren't in his favour... oh well... he can get any girl now! hopefully he'll get over her eventually.

i downloaded a chinese emule thing... cuz the english one didn't search for the chinese stuff i wanted... like my cartoons. so i finally found one that found it! woohoo! now i get to download all my baby songs... i'm such a loser! man... and u know what the saddest part is?? the only person i can share this with is my gege... (or fobs, but *cough*) ...

non-chinkies speaking perfect chinese is just TOO cool!!! i still haven't met a 'foreigner' who can speak perfect mandarin in real life... there was this one French exchange student at the market in shanghai who was tryini' to bargain - i wanted to stare some more, but my jiejie kept pulling me away. ... it's just too cool on tv. i wanna work in china [so i can be closer to yaya and to cassandra, and billy can come and we can be reunited], but i wanna live in the white ppl area, and have a big sign over my head that says "i'm not actually chinese!! so don't step on my feet or spit on me!!!" ... that wouldn't be loser-ish, noooo!

(chinese tv = lotsa propaganda! cctv9 = propaganda by british ppl... weird, but true .... an american who went to china in 1940 said she loved the cultural revolution and that it did a great thing. and get this, she wants to liberate oppressed ppl. ... um, stupid woman, cultural revolution = a billion oppressed ppl ... if u want to 'liberate oppressed people', then how can u like the cultural revolution??? psychotic old woman with scary-lookin' teeth who loves her cows to death and prefers cows over humans!)