concert

i'm sooooooooooooooooooooo friggin' dissappointed/sad right now... EVERYONE i know in china that liked music and/or leehom when i went back [and had enough money to afford tickets which ranged from get this: 80 yuan to 1280!!! >10x difference!!!] totally missed his concert!! my jiejie had to take TT to ShenZhen to meet with his grandparents, my friend didn't go cuz her friend couldn't make it, my cousin didn't go and neither did his friends (they usually go to concerts a lot!!!)!!!! OMG!!!!!! who the hell went?!?!? why don't i know any of them!??!?!?! and i was soooooooooo looking forward to seeing pictures from the concert too!! *sniff* so sad....

so, apparently, leehom lost his luggage (well, the airline lost it, technically) and it was a hellish 60hr flight or smt like that ... i couldn't gather much news, cuz i tried going to the forum - it's dead, like non-existent. i tried googling it - and nothing. ... 'cept when i googled for "leehom shanghai concert luggage", one site, i think it was closetconundrums or smt like that popped up... i clicked it... and low and behold - this page was FILLED with pictures of NAKED men!!! .... WTF?!?!?! so uh, i closed it quickly cuz well, i'm in the lab right now... i think it's a gay blog or smt... but holy cow.... i hate these sites that just THROW these naked pictures out at u! UGH!! like all of the sites for chinese torrents - GEBUS!!!!! how about i do NOT wanna see gay naked men doing each other, nor do i wanna see male or female tits or asses thrown at me!!! ... they don't even look good in those provocative positions... they just look ... DIRTY ... and filled with gnorrhea and chlamydia and AIDS and all those other STDs that i know not the names of!!! .... yuck. am i too innocent?! am i? .... even if i am, i think i'd prefer to be this way... if i wanna watch porn, etc, i can get 'em... don't give me porn-ish stuff when i do NOT want it!! gebus cows...

speaking of gay ... i tried to watch brokeback mountain - and it's the stupidest movie EVER fucking made. seriously. it was sooooooooooooooooooooooo bad! like, i could not even finish it. i think i watched about 30minutes of it, and then deleted it. OH MY GOD i can't even describe how stupid it was!! it was sooooooooooo slow and sooooooooooo stupid. how the hell did it win an oscar?!?! just cuz it was the first outrightedly gay film?!?! c'mon!!!! at least pick a BETTER gay movie with an actual PLOT and STORYLINE!!! GRRRRRR!!! and btw, i used to like heath ledger. not anymore. not after this really really stupid movie. that was ridiculous. a total waste of 30minutes of my life. i totally gave it a chance too, don't think i didn't. i wanted to stop it after 10minutes, but then i was like "hmm... maybe it'll get better" ... it didn't. it stayed stupid.

anyways! .... my essay is coming along... quickly, then slowly, and now slowly again. i don't think i need to go to the career centre again... i guess my essay is pretty good now... just a couple more reads from CC and perhaps ester, if she gets around to it... the flow needs work, but content-wise, i think i'm set. woopee.

don't wanna run gels... don't wanna sack rats... i hate my job... i wanna live off of someone... wanna do nthing all day everyday... wanna go on cruise... wanna eat lots.... wanna eat spicy food.... wana eat lamb skewers and peking duck all day long....