family...

firstly, ester, he's not. u probably don't read this, i care not. u might trust ur source more than mine, but i trust my source A LOT more than i trust yours. why? because my source's brain has not been as chemically fucked-up many many times over as urs has. yup. so far as i know, my source is clean, right "source"? :P

i lost my metropass today. i'm not happy. i'm disappointed/sad/mad... *sniff* oh well... i don't buy many presents, so this will be my xmas spending whatever...

i talked to my parents today, and everyday, i hate him more and more. i can't believe i'm related to him, by blood not to mention! i'm so glad i'm not like him. i don't get how anyone could ever love him. i guess love is seriously blind. and seriously, if u knew him, u'd totally hate him too. everyone would. this guy has no friends. not even any aquatainces. in this society, i honestly don't see how that's even possible, but it is. my aunt's funeral: me, dad, them, ben's coworkers, my aunt's coworkers. and an old tenant - he's the ONLY one that knew him. but really, how much does that count for?? the tenant just came to say goodbye to my aunt. he did wrong by her, in sooooooooo many ways. and now he's fucking up billy's aunt's life. billy, get her out of it before it's too late, before she suffers a similar fate to my aunt. i'm not joking. i really really hate him billy. the stuff i need to tell u about what he says, what he DEMANDS of her, u'll hate him more than me because u love ur aunt more than i do. and if ben accepts this money, i'm gonna be really mad at ben. it's not right. ben is a grown up, he makes his own money. fuck it all, no one gave me tons of money when i went back, and i'm younger, smarter, cuter, better, more respectful, more respected, smarter, more competent, and seriously all around a better person than ben! ... altho i honestly don't expect any money from any relatives... i make more than them (some of them). ... and ben makes waaaay more than me, so if he accepts that money, then that just proves, ONCE AGAIN, how immature and stupid he is. why am i related to such stupid people?!?!??!? GAWD!!!!

back to real world: i uploaded my atlanta pics, finally. click on flickr link on right. some of my favourite pics EVER are in there. :D ade, keep checking, cuz i'm gonna upload cassandra pics too. but tomorrow, at school.