why the fuck does this idiotic event still bother me?! maybe cuz it's been a horrible day. all except the part where i had lunch with Ade. ... honestly, i don't want to associate with losers anymore. can we please go out and find some non-losers please?? geez... it really wouldn't kill me to never see these ppl again. i would be happy with the rest of my life. i wouldn't regret a thing. i don't regret anything. and i dont regret hating anyone, and saying that i hate anyone. because i hate you anita. i hate you sooooooooooo much. i hate you so much that i'd smile if u died. the world would not miss you. no one in your class would miss u, i hope u know that. u should. because u're a loser. I was happy a week ago. when u were just another loser in my memory bank of users, ugly people, and losers. when u were in my subconscience. when i hated u, but it didn't fully surface again. and now, it has. thanks to an anal classmate of ours. thanks a lot. so now i have to try really hard to push all that hatred back in. but believe me, i will not get rid of that hatred. because that hatred will always let me remember how much i despise people like you. and to teach me a lesson in trusting people. and in helping me avoid idiots like u who will bring me nothing but more hatred towards you. i hope ur parents are proud of you. they must be, u spoiled bitch. i hope the phone rings off the hook when u're sleeping when ur parents aren't around to turn off the fucking ringer cuz u probably have no idea where that button is! ha!
today has been one fucking shitty ass day. fuck off. back off.
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my dentist wants me to be a dentist. didn't know my dentist remembered me. ... i guess i am the girl with the perfect teeth.
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naw I see you more as a doctor not so much a dentist. aww.. having lunch with you was the highlight of my day too!
ReplyDeleteLee hom is visiting the campus many years too late.
awwwww! we should totally have lunch together more, even if u're not moving to Mc. 6th!
ReplyDeleteya, i c me as a doctor more too... my hair would fall in patients' mouths when i clean their teeth... yuck. :P cuz u know, tying it up is so not an option! ;)
and yes, leehom visting campus waaaaaaaaay too late (if he even does) ... i so wish u could come to SH this xmas... if u could, i would totally go, i wouldn't even hafta consider it!
Do need a Hug Jeanne? You seem angry.... :)
ReplyDeletethanks blankey. that'll be ur name now, blankey. better than the other name i gave u! :P
ReplyDeleteand yes, i do need a hug. even a scary hug from u will do. u know i love ya, right?? :P