surgery

I love it.  I was afraid i would love it, and now it's fact.  I love surgery.  fuck.

Some doctors advise us to not keep waiting for "THE ONE" specialty that you love because you will never find it.  .... well, fuck, i found it, and it's like the most difficult of all of them.

Do i like it more than family medicine?  YES.
Do i like it more than psych?  HELL YES!
Am i willing to go thru hell to become a surgeon?  not so much...
Am i willing to give up 5 years of my life to become a surgeon?  no
Am i willing to give up babies for surgery?  HELL NO!

so... what should i do??? 

Surgery is sexy.  so super sexy. 
Surgeons are sexy. 
fuck!!!!!